Monday, June 20, 2011

I've gone back in time


To a time of youth and innocence


To feel what's in my body today


The energy


The vibrance


The pressure of excitement in my chest


Today I look forward to tomorrow


When I can look into your eyes


Where I can mirror my desire, longing, urgency


When I can get lost in your lips


Where your mouth has become my home


My moment of solace


My escape


My new life



I could never tell


You wouldn't believe


How could you?


I don't think you know what loneliness looks like


It's never knocked on your door


It's never loved you for years


I know him well


More than anyone ever


He's been a constant friend


A confidant


A teacher


But much much more


He's my greatest love


My most efficient lover


The one that does everything right


Ensuring I never leave him


I don't want another


No one sees me


I don't notice them


There's only him


Grabbing me with his cold hands


Shaking me


Taking me


In soft night whispers


Bringing me to tears


Wiping them with frigid sensuality


And I know only him


I've tried to turn my back on him


To walk away


To run


To hide


But he's always there


5 Steps behind me


Coming back to collect me


Bringing me back


To our same place


The ones we forged memories in


There he works overtime


With more fervor than before


To keep me there


In his embrace


Cold


Dry


Alone


But always accompanied


By loneliness

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